What a shitty day.

Hello everyone c:
It's really cold here! I'm wearing a sweater and I'm still cold. I prefer cold weather than hot though so i guess is alright ♥
Today was a bad day for me again. At the school bus i didn't talk to anyone, my social life is getting even more depressing and I'm afraid that my grades are going to be low again.
So i was alone again all day and the usual, and i felt really depressed. At the big break i went to the library and i saw my sister with her friend. So i sat next to her and i did my maths homework.
But then my day got even worse. all thanks to the math quiz. I didn't even got a grade for it because i was that bad. But i know my skills and I know that i could do waaay better than that. I just was really sad that day so i didn't fill most of gaps, as i said before :/

When i returned home I started crying about my social life and skills. My mom and sis helped me out though c:. Afterwards Peter called so that we can arrange in which clubs we were going to be in, because we were both late for the due date. We picked really weird clubs: Lunch and chat, a club in which you bring food and you talk, Rhetoric i have no idea, and The STITCHES CLUB!!! LIKE WOW SERIOUSLY XD

So that's basically it for today :>

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I'd seriously love to talk to someone c:

Baibai~
   MairiCon ♥

Sorry for not posting :I

Its been 3 months and im so sorry for not posting guys <:I

Before i start blobbing about my life, i'd like to say that this blog doesn't have any followers. I though i had some, but those three people are just me and two accounts from my sister, so I'm a bit disappointed :c

First day didn't really feel like it. It felt like a normal day at school. I guess that the lack of friends really affects my lifestyle. None was excited to see me, except my friends from the school buss.
They are pretty cool. There are three siblings. Two girls, the one is a twin with the boy and i talk with her the most her name is Maria-Aggeliki. The other one's name is Danae, she is interesting but we don't really talk. The boy's name is Paul. We sometimes talk but he usually just asks to play with my phone ( yes i finally bought one dshfjkzdsjx). Then, there is one girl which is the same class as Emie, her name is Johanna and i really like her personality :> she participates in allot of events and she has a great sense of humor. Finally  i spend most time with my friend Peter. He told me about manga and anime (I guess he showed me the world :P) and we watch adventure time together and talk about random shit and gaming. These are the people i talk most in the school buss, but there are plenty more awesome people there :>.
Anyway, I still don't have any real friends and im really depressed about it. I guess that that's the reason i made this blog. Because i wanted to talk to someone, but i didn't have anyone to talk to so openly, but the people i don't know.

 So a few days ago i felt REALLY depressed lonely tired and sick. I was also writing a math exam and i didn't fill most of the gaps because i was trying not to cry. At the break, i thought it would be a great idea -for myself- to go to the secretary and ask for an appointment with the school's psychologist. Two days later while i was having a greek lesson, the one woman fron the secretary came and said "Mary Constantinou?" I raised my hand. "This is for you, if you have any questions come to my office and talk to me." The teacher opened the yellow paper and saw "Mary Constantinou, to miss Koumandari" My heart was beating like crazy, i was shivering, my skin  turned pale but i was blushing as well  She passed me the note and looked me with an attitude that was sad, i guess. I quickly hided the note in my book and looked around the class to see if there was anyone wondering or looking at me. Not surprised  most of the class was looking at me, they probably thought that the principal called for me.
The next day i went to the psychologist ( i lost arts class boo) and i felt really comfortable talking to her. I don't know why but i was thinking the how well I'm doing with the grown ups rather that the kinds in my age. I guess i'm more mature...
She told me the how surprised she was about the how i arranged the appointment myself (though i thought that it was normal lol.) and the fact that i knew what was troubling me. She said that i made the halfway thanks to that. I will maybe tell more about my appointment to the next post because i can Imagine the how boring this is getting for you guys :P

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-Mairicon ♥