666!?

Hello world!

I just want to make a quick post for this:

Emie ( my sister) told me about it and I freaked out! I mean, this will never happen again so, happy 666 viewers?  I don't know hahaha.
Right now I'm studying like crazy chemistry because tomorrow is the first day of the exams! I have to do 30 exercises in about 2 hours! I'm kinda nervous butt i cant really do these because every time i grab my pen I yawn :I. And the bad thing is that I'm out of coffee so i cant drink any, and i have already drank 3  mini juices. All because of yesterday night, i discovered The Bananaz thing that Damon and Jamie from Gorillaz made. I quickly downloaded it and stayed till 3 am to watch it. Then, when i finished I realized how hot it is and i took off my pajamas. Butt then my phone went to bitch mode and the screen opened every minute.
Today i had to wake up at 9, butt i woke up at 11 jeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
My teacher will be here at 6 or 6:30 and I'm thinking of doing some Wii fit since the last time i decided to get physical was about 6 months ago. So tomorrow I will be REALLY sore!!!

That's all for ow my peepsies,
    Mary ♥

Songs I've been listening to:

Heads Will Roll- Yeah Yeah Yeahs, It's Blitz!
Intro-Gorillaz, Demon Days
Detroit-Gorillaz, The Fall
Everything-Jim Guthrie, Children Of The Clone
Prime Time- Capsule, World Of Fantasy
Lust In Space-Jim Guthrie, Children Of The Clone
Little Pink Plastic Bags-Gorillaz, The Fall

I'M BACK

Hello world!!!
It's been a really long time now, hasn't it? Well, I have got an important announcement to make for you c:
I have changed in a really good way!!! I'm now allot happier, so thankfully for most of you there will no longer see any "I hate my life" posts in this blog. Actually I think it would be a good idea if i talk to you about the "new" Mary


Now, I finally got rid of the lames asshole in the world. I know we used to be great friends, butt i never realized what the fuck i was doing. EVERYONE thinks he is sissy ass no-life loser, so people started thinking the same for me and my sister and they stopped inviting us to awesome shit like paintball!!! PAINTBALL I MEAN WHAT?! Butt once I said that i don't like him, everything turned awesome!!! I'm meeting almost everyday my friends that i know since I was 5, some other friends invited us to this park called adventure park in which I had a BLAST and my psychology is more balanced, because i don't have to worry about his life.
I finally started i diet! I have lost 2 kg! I wasn't really fat, just a bit chubby :> Butt compared to the 4th grade Mary I'm FAT. I used to be really skinny, when something happened and I gained weight.
I take care of myself. This, in my opinion is a   h u g e   success. Because taking care of myself means that my room is, well, usually clean, every morning i brush my teeth and hair I wash my face  I wake up early so i have time to eat breakfast, I bathe -yeah that's something haha- and I try to keep my temper ♥

I have accomplished so many things in my opinion, don't you think?

Another HUGE thing that happened to me is that...
OMG GORILLAZ I CANT TAKE THIS AMOUNT OF AWESOMENESS.
I don't know how it happened!!! Butt i CAN'T stop thinking about Gorillaz!!! Everything i think about them is unbelievably awesome!! and I LOVE Murdoc he is d'bawmb. I feel sorry for my best friend because I have told her everything about them :P

Ok, Thats all for one post c: I'll see you all lovelies tomorrow ♥

Mary xxx

OMG life stop.

Hey everyone :)
So allot of things have happened lately...
I realized that school is not for me. I mean im not good at anything! My grades are low, i have dyslexia and my dad promised that i would take oral tests a year ago, but he hasn't even visited my teachers, so i don't know how i'm going and it really saddens me because they only go for Emie. My i have social problems. i can make friends from the 3rd grade, i cant make from the second, because they are ALL snobbish spoiled idiots.
Now about that Emie thing, ive noticed that she is the main theme in my family. Every fight begins thanks to her and she is the loved one. Though i try and work harder my dad praises her the most. And i know that he doesn't understand it and if he reads this he will probably say that that's not true i worry about you as much as i do with Emie and all that shit that annoy me. I cant say that im fine with it because im not, it really breaks my heart and i don't really have anyone to help me about it. The only REAL friend that i have is peter.
One day i disguised with my mom about my problem and she said that im just saying it for attention and im
selfish and not Cinderella. But ohwell.

A few days ago i hit my head on gym class and i was really dizzy and sleepy. I was warned about that but i was like 'hahahha its nothing :>" And then it happened. On music class i suddenly slept or fainted. None noticed though... Then i went to the nurses office and slept for two hours. It was a weird day.

I have noticed that i am having hallucinations as well. Its nothing big , but there is always a small litle brownish man standing on my door, shadows or birds and rats. Im not telling anyone because they are not going to believe me.

So that's all i guess :3 Ill make sure to write soon

    xxx MairicOn ♥

P.s. I got into the cross stitches club and Peter got to lunch and chat with all the spoiled assholes of my generation. I feel sorry for him <:I

What a shitty day.

Hello everyone c:
It's really cold here! I'm wearing a sweater and I'm still cold. I prefer cold weather than hot though so i guess is alright ♥
Today was a bad day for me again. At the school bus i didn't talk to anyone, my social life is getting even more depressing and I'm afraid that my grades are going to be low again.
So i was alone again all day and the usual, and i felt really depressed. At the big break i went to the library and i saw my sister with her friend. So i sat next to her and i did my maths homework.
But then my day got even worse. all thanks to the math quiz. I didn't even got a grade for it because i was that bad. But i know my skills and I know that i could do waaay better than that. I just was really sad that day so i didn't fill most of gaps, as i said before :/

When i returned home I started crying about my social life and skills. My mom and sis helped me out though c:. Afterwards Peter called so that we can arrange in which clubs we were going to be in, because we were both late for the due date. We picked really weird clubs: Lunch and chat, a club in which you bring food and you talk, Rhetoric i have no idea, and The STITCHES CLUB!!! LIKE WOW SERIOUSLY XD

So that's basically it for today :>

If you want to, you can add me on Skype mairi.c0n

I'd seriously love to talk to someone c:

Baibai~
   MairiCon ♥

Sorry for not posting :I

Its been 3 months and im so sorry for not posting guys <:I

Before i start blobbing about my life, i'd like to say that this blog doesn't have any followers. I though i had some, but those three people are just me and two accounts from my sister, so I'm a bit disappointed :c

First day didn't really feel like it. It felt like a normal day at school. I guess that the lack of friends really affects my lifestyle. None was excited to see me, except my friends from the school buss.
They are pretty cool. There are three siblings. Two girls, the one is a twin with the boy and i talk with her the most her name is Maria-Aggeliki. The other one's name is Danae, she is interesting but we don't really talk. The boy's name is Paul. We sometimes talk but he usually just asks to play with my phone ( yes i finally bought one dshfjkzdsjx). Then, there is one girl which is the same class as Emie, her name is Johanna and i really like her personality :> she participates in allot of events and she has a great sense of humor. Finally  i spend most time with my friend Peter. He told me about manga and anime (I guess he showed me the world :P) and we watch adventure time together and talk about random shit and gaming. These are the people i talk most in the school buss, but there are plenty more awesome people there :>.
Anyway, I still don't have any real friends and im really depressed about it. I guess that that's the reason i made this blog. Because i wanted to talk to someone, but i didn't have anyone to talk to so openly, but the people i don't know.

 So a few days ago i felt REALLY depressed lonely tired and sick. I was also writing a math exam and i didn't fill most of the gaps because i was trying not to cry. At the break, i thought it would be a great idea -for myself- to go to the secretary and ask for an appointment with the school's psychologist. Two days later while i was having a greek lesson, the one woman fron the secretary came and said "Mary Constantinou?" I raised my hand. "This is for you, if you have any questions come to my office and talk to me." The teacher opened the yellow paper and saw "Mary Constantinou, to miss Koumandari" My heart was beating like crazy, i was shivering, my skin  turned pale but i was blushing as well  She passed me the note and looked me with an attitude that was sad, i guess. I quickly hided the note in my book and looked around the class to see if there was anyone wondering or looking at me. Not surprised  most of the class was looking at me, they probably thought that the principal called for me.
The next day i went to the psychologist ( i lost arts class boo) and i felt really comfortable talking to her. I don't know why but i was thinking the how well I'm doing with the grown ups rather that the kinds in my age. I guess i'm more mature...
She told me the how surprised she was about the how i arranged the appointment myself (though i thought that it was normal lol.) and the fact that i knew what was troubling me. She said that i made the halfway thanks to that. I will maybe tell more about my appointment to the next post because i can Imagine the how boring this is getting for you guys :P

Please  subscribe, i really need your support right now, my social life is ruined :/

-Mairicon ♥

Whaaat

Hello everyone :D

I just want to say that i have been watching my statistics lately, and i cant believe that there are so many people reading this blog :D And i want to thank you so much and that it kinda means allot to me :)

Also on Tuesday i am writing Ancient Greek Exams, and then i am finished :D
Although, where the hell is the point with Ancient Greek???I mean, I personalty will never ever use ancient Greek to speak for example to my sister :I It is absolutely POINTLESS >:( And it is a very difficult lesson in my opinion! If people from all around the world use expressions such as: 'That is Greek to me' Which means I don't understand, then imagine how difficult is to learn Ancient Greek! And there isn't any easy part of it. The Greek language is famous for its rich Vocabulary, weird and difficult Grammar and the emphasis that we use in order to make the word easier to pronounce --...I guess?--. And In ancient greek it is 1000 time harder to write a simple sentence!

Another thing I want to say is that on Friday we went to Saint Lawrence (an English school in Greece) To watch our dad's old teacher giving a speech, because he was getting a pension. My dad was crying from joy, to see that his favorite teacher, was the headmaster of the school, and that he did a such a great job. Although my mom was worried because, before we were about to eat from the buffet, he said that he has got a disease, and feels pain from it so he had to go home, and as he said drink some ouzo! My mom told is that he might have cancer, and he needed his ouzo to relax. She knows because her father (our grandfather) died from cancer at 2005. At this, short of celebration we had to wear dresses and ballerinas. But i didn't wear those special socks because i thought that they were too view-able. As a result, my the back of my feet got badly hurt. Also, the school was on a hill, so there was allot of wind, and because my dress was a bit short and the fabric was light-wight, my dress was getting lifted all the time by the wind. and i got so embarrassed. After we ate a few baklavadakia ☺, we went home.

Yesterday i didn't do anything, at all

But today, my mom went to vote for the elections, my dad went to ride his bicycle, i watched Dexter (the  boy genius) while waiting for Emie to wake up. Before my dad left, he asked me whether i prefer to eat today Pasta, otherwise he is going to get some chicken from Koronia, I said koronia because we lately are chicken very often. Then, when my sister woke up and my dad returned, we watched the last 3 episodes from the office. Emie didn't watch the last two.I;m getting upset because Stephen Merchant and Ricky Gervais are currently by two favourite celebrities/comedians/ awesome people and I have none to talk to about them :I I really like their sense of humor and everything they have done.

That is all for today :).
Before i end this text, I will like to ask you people to comment so that i can understand if you like me talking about my miserble life or not, and maybe, because i dont have any friends, at all if someone of you would like to be my friend :3?

Ok! Bye for now
 xxx Mary ♥

P.s. I you want to, you can follow me on twitter :) (https://twitter.com/#!/mairi_c0n)

Finally ♥

So the english exams were very easy  It had two parts. The first part was the reading and the second was grammar.
The text was about a girl named Alice who was teased because of the way she dressed and spoke.
I tryed to make the answers look like was written by a sir . Because I used phrases such as: Therefore, aswell, As a result etc.
I like writing english and greek texts. My english teacher told me that I should be a writer. Once she asked us to write a small story from a given paragraph which said:
Sometime i was somewhere in my cabin in a type of night...I was siting while doing something until I heard I noise...I went to look and something happened...Then i returned and i did something but that nose was heard again...I went to look and something strange happened.

So, basicly we had to rewrite this paragraph but we had to add more details. We hjad to make it wether scary, serious or funny.
Ofcourse i chose scary, because i am good at it.
When i gave it to her, she read it and she looked suprised. Then she asked me if she could read it in class.
When she started reading everyone was quiet and seemed serious. At the end, everyone clapped and said that it was awesome.
But then my teacher kinda ruiunded by saying that i have got a terrible terrible spelling. Actuelly i didnt mind much because I was so happy for the fact that everyone enjoyed it and asked me questions about it.

When i went home, I really wanted to read it to my family. My sister liked it, but my mom told me that i am kinda freaky and that is should be writing other kinds of stories. Even thought i dont really think that she understood much. Ecxept from blood scream mom dad and knife.
My dad thought that my English is very good and that when we go traveling to another country i would be the one incharge with the communications. But, he wondered why was my grade 17/20 since my english is so good.

Anyway, when the exams finished, i went straight to starbucks to take my cofee. Frappuccino again
On my way to starbucks, i saw some anoying girls shouting like omg WHATTTTT?? and the reminded me of that facebook meme girl [link] They were all short fat and ugly and thought that they were popular. They were wearing shorts, had their sunglasses on theirheads and wore sunglasses. So, they were argueing about something and they were calling each other sweeatey love my girl, in which in greek sounds like the lamest thing in the word. (Emie you will understand  )
I continued and i was very anoyed. So, when i arrived, it was full of highschool students. When i took my order, i saw some other people same age as  me who ordered tea :I
I went back to school, and finished my cofee outside the library.

So, i got in and started writing my journal.
A few minuted later, 3 girls gotin thelibrary and sat next to me. The point is that these girls were girls that i hated so much. I knew them  for 4 years. We were in the same class and i wanted to be friends with the two ofthem because I was friends with the other one, wich she is stuuupid. Elizabeth and Katerina. They were my best friends. but something happened and i stoped being friend with them. So next i tryed being frind with the some other girls. But they avoided me.
DFYUHJKS IHAVE TO GOO